why oh why??? I don't know...

Cuckoo log:
Meds: none
Food Intake: Too much… did have a nice amount of Glenlivet my (good friend, and one of the best single malts around) choice in libations… last night.
Physical Activity: Not much

So where does this all take us? I reconnected with a person I met on the plane going down to Malawi. To make a long story short, the way that comedy and the way that my life works is seemingly disjointed and chaotic. The truth be told, there is not much time or energy in my body for all this planned spontaneity. The simplest of simple solutions for all of these things is that it is all meant to be…

One point of ergonomics… I am now editing my blog in a totally horizontal, and super comfortable position. Thank you Logitech, and thank you ebay for making this all possible. I don’t understand, how to put my present position and the way I feel in words, but it’s all very relaxing and comfortable. The one point that I must put out there is that life too easy, even when to the benefit of the user, has a drawback. To be very honest, I don’t even know how to hand write words… I so rarely do it, and my ‘big monster, the 6 year old’ is really big into penmanship as we speak. I can’t even remember what proper cursive looks like. It’s so long ago, and seems so irrelevant and useless… but why is it these sorts of things bother me? I suppose it is because I want to go back in time…. To a day where things weren’t all about how many things did you accomplish of your to do list.
So what did I do most of the day yesterday?
1. First and foremost remember to keep your promises. 2 nights ago, I promised my wife that I would do the dishes, and I awoke yesterday to the notion that I had something to do. I did them with a smile, and diffused a great deal of strife.
2. It is sort of strange, but being in public can be one of the most time consuming parts of my day. I love being the center of gossip/ a convo., / a story… that is the megalomaniac in me… this will lead to my cast of characters for the day
3. My family went to our annual holiday party. It was quite a nice event. Looking forward to future holiday parties. Here again, there are some folks and events that I would like to highlight.
List of characters:
1. Talking to and with people that you can’t really figure out: I know this young woman. The first thing I could privately ask her was… “are you lesbian”. Her response was: “I’m not sure”. I love that sort of honesty. Painfully honest maybe… but I appreciate people like that.
2. The “talked to you on the plane person: So I was mentioning that I wanted to collaborate with people who are from other demographic groups. I classify myself as multi-cultural when it is advantageous to me. Isn’t that awful? The common question I hear is, “do you speak Spanish”, and my usual reply is “I speak Spanish fluently as long as you are not asking me for money”. What a dopey answer I thought… but it really personifies my attitude, which was molded by society and my education. To be capitalistic is leaned. To be humane is innate. Why do I like to be more capitalistic, and act like an evil character? I just suppose, that is what people rather hear. How does a long winded explanation get to the point? Well, it’s like this… I met a totally random person, on a totally random flight, and it was super cool. He’s a mixed race, mixed thought, mixed everything… a blend… I am truly hoping to be a blended person. Blends are good.
3. Mr. “that was me”: well, this is a nice piece. We as humans learn more by experience than most species. Actually I think living and learning via experience is the best way to go. At any rate at the evening’s party, I met and hugged, and helped, the oh ‘f**k, I’ve fallen and I can’t get up… with seeing others in compromising positions it reminds me, how it is such a great luxury to have your wits and consciousness about you. I love my life. I love everyone’s life is the lesson here. Treat it with respect, and treat and show others what they want to see, (more important, people should see things that they’d rather not as well) at times, is something so real and random… that I personally love to do, and feel.ALIVE, APPRECIATIVE, and AWESOME. great stuff.
My newest joy is watching a television show on the science network. The show is called “deconstructed” I love it! Thank the good people at deconstructed for giving me something new to ponder. Without harm to myself or others.

FYI: TODAY IS MY LITTLE MONSTER’S BIRTHDAY… SHE IS NOW 5. It is such a poignant message to me… time flies. Enjoy the moments of your day/life that mean almost nothing… but string together nicely to make one’s life.

Something rather corny… I was talking to somebody about Oprah. Why is it such a big deal, to what she does in her private life? I think all of the press and media that is involved with public people’s personal lives are just horribly bored. I think that prince William will do fabulously well with his new bride… The greatest observation and conclusion that I can make is that I’m trying to make a very boring person’s life, a little bit more interesting by sharing the very everyday details of life. Things that make you go hmmm….

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