cleaning and organizing...

hello world,
today has been a super busy and fun day for a few simple reasons. my son will be celebrating his 7th birthday tomorrow after school. i genuinely look forward to that. this all being said, i would really like to thank a whole lot of people for their support of this space and the way that i am able to unload here is so cathartic, it's almost illegal...

1. my great parents, who are lately saying that they love me... how cute
2. my wife and kids
3. my best buddies, hrm, dl, jc, bc, mr. 5'2", a few others
4. my brother and his family
5. a lot of great anonymous people who make me smile

it's fun trying to be funny, and never actually laughing at your own material. i've been mixing it up, and actually coming to the big apple and pretending to work... it's been super eventful, in its own right, because, being alone is the worst thing for me... but i as of late have been relishing the silence.

so this is going to be the conservatory of ideas:

1. i'm fun, i'm different, i'm an american... i'm a blamer... how do we expect this world to become better if we blame everybody else for our own mess?
2. being a married man, being a father, being a friend and a whack job are my best attributes. i love my anti-psychotic meds. they make for a wonderful night's rest.
3. to shut down my brain takes just 25 mg of meds... can you imagine what making love twice a day would do?
4. why is it that everyone knows where to find me when they need a favor, and whenever i need someone they are no where to be had...?
5. the contrarian point of view is mine, because i like to create irritation, i like to create moments of pondering, i like to rub people the wrong way, because without friction, life for me would be meaningless... can you imagine kissing without tongue? can you imagine smiling without teeth? can you imagine eating without sitting on the can later in the day? it's all very interconnected, and all and every step of the 'life process' is critical.
6. i'm a natural dot connector. i love connecting the dots. don't you know one of my favorite movies of all time is hitch... i love that stuff!
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