dear world,
cuckoo log:
meds: have done without for the past few weeks. in lieu of meds, a good deal of television, movies, and flying solo... has worked wonderfully well.
physical activity: minimal
thoughts:
1. i just watched a very cute movie with julia roberts... "eat love pray" two thumbs up
2. yesterday i went to a borders... actually more hung out at the coffee shop more than anything else. i met a few very memorable people... one of the most memorable was a young female and her nickname is "ja ji"... if you have korean knowledge... it's just funny
3. another boy i met was an 'inventor'... i was having a personal conversation and was talking about nigger mentality... everyone seems to harbor some. it's really a sad case in life, when honesty hurts so much...
4. a young man... much my equal, but in reverse... very similar to me, but my polar opposite... he is bi polar depressed. we are both on atypical anti-psychotics, his made by eli lilly, mine is made by astra zeneca... overall very happy to be sick.
5. another gal swore to me that she never stole anything... i called her a liar. everyone steals. everyone sins. everyone wishes bad things to some other person/thing at one time in their life
just this hodge podge of thoughts and people... really clued in yet running on the hamster wheel. not going anywhere fast, but a total puzzle to me. why do some people insist on hurting themselves and sit idle for the world to effect them in a positive way...
i can help think that there are so many paralyzed people out there for they have been indoctrinated in a certain way to think... sux to be you... sux to be me... for i am the same sort of weak human.
be well, be in touch,
ymjk
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